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bedtime stories

Saturday, March 25, 2006

i feel sick to my toes
i fell sick to an absolute cold
it is sad to have to remember someone in a worst possible way
it is sad, that she dreamed up her stories
of herself as someone else. completely
and it is more sad for me, knowing i spend months
listening to cocks and tales
and to think i even ever believed

i have not regretted for a long while
and knowing this person is my biggest regret
getting stuck in a maze of her stories
now, i dont even know what or who she is
i am no longer interested to find out

she must have been brewing stories about me too
like how she made up her stories of others
i have regretted so much,that the only thing i want
is to be entirely erased from her memory case
and my name to be totally wiped off her lips
never to be spoken by her, ever ever again.

this is giving up.

posted by peenutkew # 03:54 3 comments

the people i saw

Saturday, March 18, 2006

wake laze smoke eat drink eat smoke drink laze smoke drink daze dance
drink daze drink dance dance smoke dance drink dance drink smoke drink
dance smoke dance daze smoke daze smoke eat smoke daze laze smoke sleep.

mind vs. heart
winner: mind

along the way:
(1) i was building walls of bricks around my heart
just to find out some bugger has been removing them slowly
while i aint looking behind my back

(2) i held on tight to the remote control
setting everything on "cold & hard" mode
my favourite things to do became stepping on hearts

(3) i didnt choose to be misunderstood
i chose to be impossible-to-be-understood

posted by peenutkew # 08:56 1 comments

i want to ride my bicycle

Tuesday, March 14, 2006

i have had the thought of buying a bicycle for the loooooooongest time
but it never happened, and i really cant figure out why

chop chop entree.

posted by peenutkew # 09:45 1 comments