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Tuesday, June 27, 2006

i gave up human beings, and placed robots aside for a tiny while.
introducing my new partner, Cro.
we share a cigarette, now how sweet is that.
this was basically what kept me amused last weekend,
in KL, malaysia. yes. i didnt party, i just played with her.
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how's the health of your heart?
like i care at all, you know i only bother about me.
i have mine in check, working fine.
oh no, you didnt ask.
okay that was a little convo i just had with myself.
i just wanted to think of something to type, and that came.

there are too many things i have to sit down, to plan to do.
PLAN. yes, plan! i ran my life, of late, in pieces.
in short episodes that do not sum up to anything.
not too complex to be called a mess.
yet not at all organised to be proud of.
i'm there again. that pit-stop where there are 2 choices.
but i just keep ending up not making any.
because i am still that timid person i've always been.
i still listen to songs and get carried away in instances,
that sink my whole chain of thoughts into a whirlwind.
and when i recover from getting too engaged,
its too late, cos i have lost the momentum again.
to sit straight, and be an adult, doing adult stuffs.
work, go back, sleep, save money, be matured, be responsible.
be sensible. be normal. be like them.
i need to run away, again.

posted by peenutkew  # 21:04  1 comments

broke bike mountain

Monday, June 12, 2006

i only have 1 picture to post
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and many words to say
i dont wish to condemn all, but currently,
i really really hate cab drivers

6 years on the road, my worst ever.
i almost gave up putting up a strong front
i joked about it even. the size and shade of my bruises
i was in pain, i still am.
but anyway, that's enough self-pity for now
i'm sueing him this time!



my body feels like shit
i probably get 3 sleeps in a week
i'm not giving my lungs or liver enough rest
i'm awake but honestly i feel like a rotting log
i jump around but physically i feel like breaking down
my mind races, and my heart feels so dead
i am slowly but surely splitting into 2 extreme ends
one cries and the other laughs
i am truly happy but i know i'm not complete
i wana stay put somewhere for good
despite knowing nothing can keep me grounded

frankly,
i just wana go home, every single night
do nothing major or super exciting
i only wana go home to home.

posted by peenutkew  # 18:24  0 comments

byebye neety, hello tequila

Saturday, June 03, 2006

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posted by peenutkew  # 06:53  1 comments