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not again

Monday, September 25, 2006

its the time of the year again.

time flew by like a lunatic and i'm always finding myseif,
stuck in this void, not trying.
i know i wont lose out, and keeping up does not interest me.
the least bit. so, i stand still.
usually. i'd look back at a year,
not denying that i've wasted half of it (on girls).
this has been a great year.

despite having to spend the eve of my birthday (2005)
learning the news of a bomb blast in my beloved island
(with my best friend stuck in it too!)
and not only having to contain the emotions,
but on the contrary, to have to keep up with the high spirits
in a surprise birthday party oragnised for myself
with overflowing guests (and booze).
i turned 25. to find out i could carry out split personalities.
concurrently. wow!

soon after, the world came crashing down.
i have never felt more invalid in 25 years.
and 2006 came shortly with a bang. literally.
i was in another country, freeing giant fire crackers
in the night that new year was born.
that very night, i freed pain too.

it has been a fantastic year.
never better.
and up to this morning, i woke up feeling good.
and merely thinking about the simplest things,
or just the people who are in my recent-call-list,
makes me smile.
i'm not a perfectionist, maybe thats why.
its all still so good.

posted by peenutkew # 13:02 2 comments

Sunday, September 17, 2006

a while ago i panicked for not being able to feel.
but today i got terrified of being capable of it, still.

the wolf mask is wearing thin.

posted by peenutkew # 11:50 0 comments

if only,

we can do this every other week.

one went drinking.one went driving.one went home.
missed calls.missing address.and a guest.
the cold ride to airport.the eTicket.the gate that will close in 5.
the quickest smoke.the chicken pie.the dash.
a flight.knocked-out.nice text messages.
and we arrived.

posted by peenutkew # 09:51 0 comments

the glory

posted by peenutkew # 09:36 0 comments