the last day of summer

everynight

Wednesday, October 25, 2006

time is not on my side

Tuesday, October 24, 2006

back issues

3 clubbers
(i miss those jill-poch-pee-zouk times)

3 monkeys
(one of us is 12 years older)

3 relations
(one twin brother only. ha.)

3 beer lovers
(yes.)

i came to conclude,
i like to appear looking at the corner of my eyes.
making spastic faces at the same time.
and being in the middle of 3.


UP and zouk


one half of the phuket trip's pictures

we had more fun than the w@nation party itself.
it could have been better, though i complained like an ass,
but honestly, i had good fun.
too much vodka, chang, leo, pools, sun, tom yum,
huge breakfast lift me off grounds of reality.
i cant believe i gotta wait 2 more months for the next flight out.
then again, its only like 2?? hahaha yes.


i am blessed. really.

had 4 cakes this year, though i only managed to shoot 1 proper.
the other blurred. the other 2 missing.
of which, 1, was conveniently replaced by booze and nuts,
on the photographs. but still, who could ask for more?
in all, i had 3 surprises (successful or unsuccessful)
thank you-s to you all know who you are :)

speed

Monday, October 23, 2006

i sped home.
like how i rushed to the toilet in the early morning, today.
i dunno why. that urgency to run. away.

not being able to find the wine opener was,
one of the worst things that happened today.
being locked outta work (while being right on time)
was a bad start enough. i knew it was only a firestart.
i probably broke 2 hearts today, great.

building bricks becomes a specialty.
now that i'm an expert, i know not what else to do.
fill cement to strengthen those stone cold bricks?

here's a perfect side track,

i do not even know her,yet, i feel
the walk into that alley,
with a purpose unjustified, but, synchronised
in her own way. the way.
alone yet not too lonely to walk on.
how far can those legs take her,
thats probably far as i should walk.

i did not call the people i yearn to speak to.
when i needed a comforting voice to listen to.
training the hardest, i would call that.
well done, pee. (have fun, she said. yeah i am sure hope i did.)

in.repair.OR.able.
choose. Just Can't.
answers are so hard to dig, sometimes.
even the softest earth repels my spade.

i, unknowingly kept a book, of names i didnt know i would,
chance upon on a day, like this. a typically unusually usual, today.

i thought my day was made of crap.
until i found out my flatmate's was made of nothing,
but shit.

when the rest of the world forgives you for being on your worst,
you would feel a thousand times worse,
than you already do.
i enjoy giving representatives like the above.
just so i could pretend, that it ain't me,
i'm talking about. crap.

well done, pee!

milk

That i don't (normally) drink.
i can't remember why or what took me this long to post this pic
more than a month old now, but it still looks fresh
like it could never expire, standing
inside that fridge. 7eleven in kowloon.

i took the previous post off (in case dk is reading)
cos i thought this blog is beginning to look depressed.
a little subtraction would be healthy :)

sunday minus the sun

Sunday, October 15, 2006

this game

Friday, October 06, 2006