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Tuesday, May 15, 2007

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i did a similar one 2 years ago.

posted by peenutkew  # 11:15  0 comments

i scored 2

Saturday, May 12, 2007

2 things at a time.

1) i was peeing and a fat fully grown cockroach crawled pass.
i jumped over and dashed to the shelves heading straight for the insecticide.
after spraying and over spraying, the bug wouldnt die.
i was terrified. i was alone. it was 1am. i was helpless.
i looked at the can i was holding. it reads:
baygon mosquito control
WTF?!?!?!?! my heart almost died there.
i took it all out on the useless can, and sprayed in hysteria.
the roach miraculously over turned and dropped motionless.
ok my drama officially starts here. i have NEVER picked a roach before.
and i never thought i would have to deal with this ever.
my braver flatmate is coming home in at least 3days more.
i was terrified. i was alone. it was 1am. i was helpless.
i cushioned the dead insect with heaps of paper towel,
and piles of newspapers. thick enough to know i cannot feel
the wings, legs or watever thats left of the creepy crawly.
a ball bigger than volley. secured with a plastic bag.
one dead cockroach. into the chute. 45 minutes.

pee:1 cockroach:0


2) "i do not have a bad reputation.
i just have no reputation."

pee:1 everyone:0

posted by peenutkew  # 10:38  0 comments

the beast

Sunday, May 06, 2007

this week has been a horror. work was dramatically screwed up,
i parted with a huge portion of my account balance,
i created an impossibly huge mess in almost every aspects of my life.
i toyed with my liver, lungs and heart. oh head too.
the process of thinking is fucking tiring and frustrating
when conclusion is never in sight. i lost faith, nearly.
i am at the edge of losing my mind. thank god i didnt jump.
if i dont have to be responsible for the wrongs i have done,
i probably would have gone twice as far.
if i am concerned about how the world judge me,
i would have removed my face from this place, and change my name.
i have a beast that needs to be locked in.

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the completed. though it doesnt look very finished,
but thats how i like it. like there's more to it, unsaid.

posted by peenutkew  # 14:10  4 comments

Thursday, May 03, 2007

it is easier when there's something to blame,
too much space to get used to,
and too little explanation needed,
and absolutely nothing to hang on to.

posted by peenutkew  # 21:43  0 comments

how else. how far.

Tuesday, May 01, 2007

i am the worst person one can ever try to please.
i should simply to left alone.

my head's constantly stuck with a pistol head.
you made every word possibly accessible for my eyes to meet.
and each alphabet screams how hard it is for you, how fucked i am,
how far i shouldnt have gone, how sorry i should be,
how much i could be losing, how much you have done,
how little i have shown, how deep you have fallen,
how different i have become, how else shall i put this?

this trip you brewed specially for my taste buds, guilt.
ironically. each time, i backfired and pulled further away.

i am choked with the dosage.
i am not spitting it out, but swallowing it.
there is not restart button, i surrender.




i am taking longer than usual to finish this plank
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titled, but incomplete: "love is overrated"

posted by peenutkew  # 13:10  3 comments