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goodbye 2007

Saturday, December 22, 2007

what used to sum up my year ends were result slips.
then for a while, it was the year end trips.
this year is undeniably the people who matters in my life.
the ones who didnt once lose faith when the rest of the world
turned their backs and walk away from me.
and i realised, eventually it is always just a handful left,
but they are more than enough, and more than what i'm grateful for.
for having being a bitch, a spoilt brat, or having no time for all of them.
i want these to stay, amongst all the daily routines of hellos,
a smile and how are you, a toast and see you again.
the silent and mutual knowledge that we matter to each other
in many ways more than one, through sober or high times,
of having a bad day or out and ready for a wild party.
most of all, i know that we are allowed to make mistakes,
in front of one another. there will never be a perfect year,
but i dont ever stop counting the blessings.

"i'm not just your party friend"
and you know who you are.

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the craziest trip

Thursday, December 13, 2007

some say its not worth the risk.
we say, fuck it and just live up to it.
to the maximum of this short crazy life.

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some got cramped up in a box the way sardines adore,
another felt her nose high up on her forehead.
well, i kept the car rocking the entire night like d12,
and we gather around the fuzzy tv.
its a rocket, not its the salmon in my stomach.
she went round and round with her brolly,
chasing after rain and lightning.
finally rgb and cmyk came to harmony,
and everything else were in sync.

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i miss this place

Monday, December 10, 2007

and everything else.

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how have i?

Tuesday, December 04, 2007

taking it all for granted.
by being unreservedly vocal about every sore in my flesh.
by voicing my thoughts and discomfort, petty or major.
i am not the time bomb waiting to explode in your face.
nothing lethal or fatal. the room for salvage, in abundance.
how can this be poisonous when it's opened for all to see.
maybe for the fact that there will somehow be a cure,
this, i must have taken for granted.

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